Dear Beccah,
I don't think this letter will be a long one. Because I'll talk to you later about today. I just want to know how to be a better husband to you. I feel like somehow, some way I could be doing better. You said yesterday that its just this period in time, it's not me that is making you dad or making me sad.

I'm sorry that these letters have to so frequently ring the mourning bell. But that's just how we feel right now. I'm praying that these glimmers of light in our dark days blow up into displays of glory by God's grace. All I can do is pray that things look up.

I feel like writing all this out makes life sound far more melodramatic than it stands in reality. Oh, well.

With Love,
Spencer



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